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Created on 2007-04-18 00:15:32 (#12753486), last updated 2009-07-31
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Basic Info| Name: | A bid for sanity |
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BioI realized a while ago that I wasn't actually writing about myself on my livejournal anymore. Every post since 2004 had been catered to please my so called "friends", who were in fact only an audience for whom I was writing. I love them - well, most of them - but I'm tired of not being able to say what I really feel.
I don't care if no one ever reads this. At least I'll be able to write about what's really going through my head most of the time. I'm not a healthy person. I obsess over many things; food, my boyfriend, how I look, and violence. It's all stuff that I don't really want my friends to know. Or well, more like, if they found out on accident I wouldn't mind, because I think that they should know this about me, but writing it up in my other journal seems too much like I'm forcing them to know. I don't want people to pity me or think I'm in it for attention. That being said, if this is never found, I guess it's all for the best.
All in all, I think I'll label this journal as a bid for my own sanity.
I don't care if no one ever reads this. At least I'll be able to write about what's really going through my head most of the time. I'm not a healthy person. I obsess over many things; food, my boyfriend, how I look, and violence. It's all stuff that I don't really want my friends to know. Or well, more like, if they found out on accident I wouldn't mind, because I think that they should know this about me, but writing it up in my other journal seems too much like I'm forcing them to know. I don't want people to pity me or think I'm in it for attention. That being said, if this is never found, I guess it's all for the best.
All in all, I think I'll label this journal as a bid for my own sanity.
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anorexia, baking, being thin, boyfriends, boys, chocolate, cooking, daydreaming, driving, emril, food, french fries, potatos, reality, sex, shoes
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